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KED86 on Apr 30 13, 19:00 (edited: May 01 13, 03:54)Hi I am hoping to meet interesting people, find a great friend, and then hopefully have it lead to something more. I am a free spirited lady that identifies as Lesbian and Polyamorous. Yes that means that I love the ladies, but no that does not mean that I sleep around a lot. Poly means that I am capable of loving more then one person, and I am opened and secure enough to respect a woman that feels the same. If that is an immediate icebreaker for you I am always opened to friendship BUT... if you know of a lady that you feel I would be good for and who would be good for me... I would appreciate if you played matchmaker :).
Romance, Love, Relationships... They have made me feel like I am floating on clouds, and they have brought me to my knees in tears. But I do not regret any of it, because in the passion and in the pain I have found personal truth.
Now I have stopped running from this subject, I stopped covering it with work or intellectual thought, and I decided to listen. I have looked within my heart, mind and soul to find out what I want and what I need romantically as a woman. I give myself permission to have needs.
In the stillness I try to picture myself in a traditional monogamous relationship and I feel suffocation, betrayal, and superficiality. In that type of relationship I see the love being tainted by secrets and half-truths that are a result of shame/denial of ones natural emotions and needs.
I see myself searching for a Primary partner that is totally honest and opened about her needs; a free spirit, a tree huger, and a spiritual who wants us both to be happy and fulfilled in life. I desire a woman that is intelligent and deep enough to realize that we cannot fulfill each others each and every emotional need and who is comfortable and secure enough to realize that its is natural to love more than one person. I want to be with a woman who wants to experience life with me while having this deep rich opened communication.
I feel this is a dream and maybe it is impossible but it is an honest one.