From: Lunarmosien on Nov 11 14, 15:57 (edited: Nov 13 14, 13:36)
At the mean time, I am officially lost.
Lost almost as much as the entirely innocent stage :)
One year ago, I believe that love is all about
a nature-oriented care,hurt,pain,trust and joy shall return at last.
I trusted and used all I've got to tell someone that she means the world to me.
Unfortunately, due to the Chinese reserved natures
(or my personality?),
I held back every time in explaining my every intention to things related to her.
For example, listening to her pain,I felt the same as well,that's why I kept silent.
For example, feeling our body closeness everytime, I felt a
heart pounding urge that had never occurred before,
but chose to keep silent because I was too scared to harm her at that critical moment for my inexperience,
because I had only met one woman whom I want to protect...
and turned out to be protected at last.
Thinking that as long as I stay wholehearted, someday she will reckon me as her lover,
then we will have a free and true soul-to-soul relationship and life spent together.
Now she taught me that we are best friend and that she has a boyfriend.
I guess I am supposed to be happy for her.
I wish her all the happiness.
So,maybe,at this stage,it would be a preferable time to start a relationship.
To see the world,see if there is somebody who is able to echo with my nature,
so as mine echo with theirs.
I was born in the year of dog,
a Sun sign Taurus, Moon Sign Scorpio, Rising Sagittarius.
Weird sort of emotions sometimes(?!)
So feel free to message me please,if you are interested to be friends or anything :)